I said: "maybe if I leave you'll want me to come back home.."

"I still think we're serious.. at least that's what you said.."

...

then I fell asleep and the city kept blinking

let's forget about the tongue-tied lightning
let's undress just like cross-eyed strangers
this is not a joke, so please stop smiling
what was I thinking when I said it didn't hurt?

I want to glide through those brown eyes dreaming
take it from the inside, baby hold on tight
you were so right when you said that I've been drinking
what was I thinking when I said good night?

I'd always thought that if I held you tightly
you'd always love me like you did back then
then I fell asleep and the city kept blinking
what was I thinking when I let you back in?

I am trying to break your heart
I am trying to break your heart
but still I'd be lying if I said it wasn't easy
I am trying to break your heart

Wilco - I am trying to break your heart